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Dig My Grave
02:56
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You choose to settle down
I choose to move at my own pace
Hope you're not losing sleep
Don't stay up and cry for me
You choose to grow up
I choose to act my age
Hope you're not losing sleep
Don't stay up and cry for me
You gotta go your own way
You gotta dig your own grave
Why run around
Why make promises to keep
Hope you're not losing sleep
Don't stay up and cry for me
You gotta go your own way
You gotta dig your own grave
Just don't bury me with you
You gotta dig your own grave
Just don't ask me for a shovel
Cuz I won't even bother
You gotta dig your own grave
When you dig yourself too deep
Don't you bother calling me
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No You Hang Up
02:08
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I still think of you
I try to forget you every day
The crippling paranoia
Of seeing you again
Are you running into my friends
Cuz I'm running into yours
Are you running into my friends
Cuz I'm running into yours
I still think of you
I try to forget you every day
Don't pretend to care how I've been
I've been a wreck all fucking year
Are you running into my friends
Cuz I'm running into yours
Are you running into my friends
Cuz I'm running into yours
You say you need a little space
I'm not arguing
I'm not arguing
You say you need a little space
I'm not arguing
I'm not arguing
I need space too
I still think of you
I try to forget you every day
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FML
03:00
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My heart is pounding
It's about to beat its
Way out of my chest
I'm gonna fuck up
Everything I fuck up best
I'm about to make
A big mistake this time
I'm gonna put everything
I have on the line
Slow down
Take it easy
You're not fast enough
To run away from me
But I don't have the heart
To track you down
My head is pounding
My brain is gonna
Smash its way out of my skull
I'm gonna tell you
Everything you want me too
I'm gonna spill
My fucking guts out on the floor
I'm gonna give you
Everything you ask me for
Slow down
Take it easy
You're not fast enough
To run away from me
But I don't have the heart
To track you down
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4. |
Kneewalker
02:11
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Everything is awkward
Everything is awkward now
I keep running into things
That I can't get around
Even leaving the house
An obstacle I can't defeat
Two steps out the door
And I'm tripping on my feet
Tripping on my feet
You say things happen for a reason
That good things happen every day
You say good things happen to good people
Why aren't good things happening to me
Happening to me
Everything is awkward
Everything is awkward now
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Fleshed Out
01:46
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Bury me
In security
Don't dig me up
Until I'm good and ready
Bury me oh bury me
Bury me oh bury me
Sew my eyes shut
And see for me
Cut out my tongue
So no one hears me screaming
Bury me oh bury me
Bury me oh bury me
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Bed Weather
03:05
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You weren't so indestructible
Sweating with sickness
Unapproachable
I watched your eyes
Roll to the back of your head
I prayed for remission
You prayed for death
I looked up to you
I looked up to you
It wasn't so easy to let go
Clenching your bed sheets
Inconsolable
I watched you cough up
Your last breath
I begged for remission
You smiled and left
I looked up to you
I looked up to you
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Ghost Holes
02:50
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I can hear your footsteps
In a room that's a thousand miles away
I can hear the pages turn
Of a book you read a dozen times before
You're not coming down
And I'm not coming back
I can hear you whisper
Into the ear of someone I never met
I can feel your heartbeat race
As if it was exploding in my chest
You're not coming down
And I'm not coming back
You were always high
I was always far away
And we knew we were falling apart
You were always high
I was always far away
And we knew we were in pieces from the start
You're not coming down
I'm not coming back this time
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8. |
Gutted
02:30
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I would've loved to see happy
Even if it wasn't with me
Would it have killed to say I'm sorry
Even if I didn't mean it
Instead I gutted myself hollow
Buried you inside me
Felt you spread through every vein
Until you blackened everything
It would've been easier
It would've been easier on you
It would've been easier
It would've been easier on you
I swore I'd never be that person
That would harbor such resentment
That would wallow in depression
And hurt the ones that loved me
Instead I wrapped myself around you
Dragged you down beside me
Held you responsible for my weight
While I dragged and kicked my feet
It would've been easier
It would've been easier on you
It would've been easier
It would've been easier on you
Now I know
Never say die unless you mean it
Now I know
Never say die unless you mean it
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Team Individuality
02:15
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I'm not gonna leave my room
It's got everything I need
Accept for you
I can stay home instead
I'd rather watch my life pass by
From the corner of my bed
Depression
I don't need cheering up
I never asked to be cheered up
You wanna dig inside my head
Pick apart my thoughts
But some things are better left unsaid
Depression
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Dried Up
02:03
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Gave you room and space to breath
Don't bring that shit up
Don't bring that shit up
Gave you everything you need
Don't bring that shit up
Don't bring that shit up
Dried up
Dried up
Let you move into my home
Don't bring that shit up
Don't bring that shit up
Gave you everything I own
Don’t bring that shit up
Don't bring that shit up
I chewed bricks and swallowed teeth
Don't bring that shit up
Don't bring that shit up
I can taste my stomach bleed
Don't bring that shit up
Don't bring that shit up
Dried up
Dried up
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Severed Clean
02:48
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It feels good to breath
Not just to stay alive but feel alive
Inhale shit we hate
Circulate
Exhale the grief and let it dissipate
Feels good to
Cut cut cut it out
Cut the pain right out of me
Cut cut cut it out
Cut the pain right out of me
It feels good to medicate
To feel the pain inside just fade away
Diagnose and treat
Sever clean
Amputate the parts that ache
Feels good to
Cut cut cut it out
Cut the pain right out of me
Cut cut cut it out
Cut the pain right out of me
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